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you left me .):

school ended at 10am today . went to cwp , had breafast with eefang & germaine at mac . dhen went to watch i not stupid 2 agn . haha . dhen yada yada yada yada . LOLOL . dhen went to walk ard with germaine . after dhat went to woodlands centre with her laa . dhen walked ard till 4plus . dhen went home . cut my hair . lots of layered [wonder if i spell it correctly] . haha . tomorrow will be going to genting . think juan wont be going . knew it long time ago this would happen . e prob always lies with her mama de . sigh . no one to talk to , no one to shop with , no one to cry with . HAIS . whadever it is , i`ll be back on monday . so people , dont miss me horr . hahaha . kay la . dhat`s all . bye .

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didnt sms fyou for 3 days already . i really cannot forget you . talked to your bestie just now . she`s kinda sadd . and i pity her . hope you two will be tgt . cosh i know you`ll be good to her . =] but , whad will happen to me ? i dont know either . you`ll cry along with her , but will you cry along with me ? sigh .

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ZHIJUN & REGINA ,you guys must take care alright ? jun ,if you feel like crying , just gimme a call . i`ll be there okay ? reg , if you wanna complain JUST SMS ME MAN . =x haha . love you guys lots . =]]

SZELING & LEX - both of you must take care when im not ard horr . esp , szeling . although i dont know whad happen . but i`ll be there for you whenever you need me . =]] i was late for school today . and i reached school at 8.45 hahaha . i rock . =x heh . dhen after school , went to look for reg with ahjuan . haha . dhen talked to a friend . dhen saw him . and blah blah blah . im tired of waiting for he`s replies already . yes , im SICK AND TIRED OF WAITING . sorry . ok after dhat , went to help my class with the deco lo . dhen went to cwp to eat with reg , juan and sarah . dhen chat all dhat lo . dhen went home . slept for a while m dhen woke up and went to tampines mall to have fish & co. haha . nice !! dhen bought new pumps from charles & keith . bought two converse pants . and bought my upgraded version of my lost casio . hahaha . and dhat`s bout it for today .

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i miss you alot . but why are you F avoiding me ? i miss your smile alot too . hais , how i wish we`ll be back to normal like the past . 10 days ago , i was a happy girl . and now , it has been 10 days since i was like this . hais . and i dont know whad to do . who will be kind enough to guide me through all this ? if only we were good friends . =[ saw him turning to the back during morning assembly today . sigh . after recess had a talk with a friend . everyone seem to be advising me to give him up . hais . if only i could . haha i feel so ... now . one of my besties told him i cut myself . didnt really blame her . cosh whad she told him can never be taken back . so , i still love her as much as i do last time . =] now im having lots of problem . and i dont know whad to do . can anyone solve my problem first ? im really very tired laaa . dhat`s all for today . and i miss you alot apple . hais

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ohya , i went to orchard with reg & juan today . haha . and dhey finally bought my present for me . and i love it alot . thanks bao beis . love you girls the most . take care hor ahjuan . esp , reg . =] didnt contact with youfrom sunday onwards . miss you really lots . went to school in the morning , went to get plaster from reg . saw DA-NIU . he was smiling . and i DONT KNOW why . dhen he look at me and laugh . dhen a while later , he say , he not worth it la . dhen i was like , wah liao , dont like dhat lehh . dhen my tears came rolling down laa . dhen i went off . saw poixin , said hi to her . hahs . dhen saw you during morning assembly . and i DONT KNOW WHY AGN . people keep smiling at me . like wth !? dhen after school`s assembly , you looked at me , but i looked away . im sorry . but it`s really very arkward . and at dhat pt of time . i dont know how to react . hais i miss you the whole day today . and you found me irritating . =\ was soo hurt . went out with someone today . dhen went to meet zhijun & sarah at cwp . went to watch i not stupid 2 . but before dhat , we went to ai de ling yu . and i miss you so much dhat i cried . she cried too . we both miss the diff person . sarah was comforting us . i really cudnt take it . hais , really am missing you so much now . i disappoint reg , px and zhijun . cosh i cut myself . im really sorry . you guys dont know how i felt . im realy very very sorry . i need a hug from besties . haisssss .



TO REG -
you were there for me everytime . you comforted me alot . you were there at my darkest times and im glad . although we are not as close . but we`re still besties . and i wanna thank you for being there . and i love you too . =]

TO AHJUAN -
jun , you and i have the same feeling . so i understand how you are feeling . cheer up , we`re always there for you . we all love you and dote on you . =]

TO POIXIN -
xin , im sorry i made you disappointed . im really sorry . you understand me the most i can say . and thank you for trying your best to comfort me . i appreciate it alot . really . i love you . =]

TO SARAH -
i know YOU FAILED TO CHEER ME UP . but whadever it is , im thankful to you cosh you`re always listening to my rubbish & nonsence . thank you so so much . =]

to the others -
im glad to have friends like you guys . and i love all of you . =] one-sided love is bullshit.
its blissful to be loved by someone but its hurtful to love someone.
sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over.
knowing there's so much more to say.
suddenly the moment's gone and all your dreams are upside down
and you just wanna change the way the world goes round.
have you ever loved and lost somebody and wished there was a chance to say 'i'm sorry'?
have you ever want him to see the way you feel about you and him?
have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
have you ever realised it takes forever to get back to his arms where you belongs and give it all to change the way the world goes round?
maybe 2006 is the year dat people will starts to feel out of love

i got those from regina`s post . and it`s quite true ? it`s been 24 hours since you last said you will talk to me . haha . and im sucha fool to wait . besties are not online . poixin , lex & szeling not online too . dont know who to talk to . i feel very lost , lonely , sad , disappointed . dont wanna cut , cosh i promised besties to mend my ways . but , im really going crazy soon . you might not know i love you , but as long as my heart knows dhat i do . i miss your smile . during the dance , you looked into my eyes . i didnt have the courage to do the same . i miss the times . to you , it`s nothing . but to me , it`s special . it`s really very special . in all my years in sec school . no guys has been better to me , except you . all the memories . they`ll be kept in my heart . till the day i leave school . i promise . but will you ? saw you coming to school with her . you didnt smile at me during morning assembly today . during recess , you smiled at sarah . and i was behind you . =[ after dhat went to pass sarah her pe shirt . she shouted for you . and you shouted for me & you gave me flying kiss agn . i was happy . =]] after dhat i went to sit with regina . and you called me darling . and you bought some siew mai . you even asked me whether i wanted . haha . but of cos , i rejected your offer . dhen regina sort of bullied me . you were there for me . after school , i saw you in the canteen . you were there too . you smiled at me . =] dhen SOMEONE called me a pig . and you sort of "beat" him . im touched . but i noe , all this would come to an end soon . but i hope it wont . i really hope . *crossed fingers*

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i tried to forget you . yes , i did try . but i failed . and i broke down . and cry like shit . anyone knows ? no . only jun know how i realy feel . boy , you said you`re busy . you`ll talk to me later . but i waited for 2 hours already . YES , TWO HOURS . i asked zhijun , am i being naive . she say no . is i cannot forget him . and it`s true . i really cant forget you . please dont make me forget you . all the happy memories we had . and i hope it`ll continue like this . i really hope it will . i wanna thank jun , reg & sarah for being there most of the time . and thank you szeling for making me smile at least . =] love you guys lots . during camp you are mine . but after camp you`re hers . this morning , during morning assembly . you wave and smiled at me . how i long for dhat . i missed you during lessons . during recess i was finding you . and i saw you . i saw your smile . =] if only you would smile and wave at me everyday . my friends told me to take the initiative . should i or should i not ? was so happy to see you after school . but you didnt see me . saw you at causeway point but you were with HER . yes , HER . i saw you with her at 4th floor . she wanted to hold your hand . and i was behind you all the time . looking at both of you . and dont know why , i cried . yes , i cried . it really hurt me ALOT . really . i dont know whad to say . after dhat , i kept thinking bout you . while on the bus on my way home . i was thinking bout you all the time too . i think bout you till i miss my stop to go home . are you thinking bout me ? i dont know . i really dont know where your heart is . people tell me you`re a playboy . but i dont care . I DONT CARE AT ALL . really . boy , i really miss you . hope to see you smiling and waving at me every single day . =] MICHELLE KOH LINLIN WENT FOR CAMP . AND IT`S DAMM FUN . WHOEVER DIDNT GO FOR SEC 4 &5 DE CAMP . TOO BAD YOU MISS ALL THE FUN .

16 jan -
went to school . was kinda sad la . cosh my friends didnt go . was crapping with a few girls from 4/3 . dhen morning assembly and all dhat . dhen went to the bus . crap with a few guys agn . dhen reached the place . was kinda afraid dhat my grp will be damm boring . went to assemble . as i`ve said sarah was in grp 7 . so grp 7&8 merged . hahaha . gotta know lexine abit better . haha . she`s fun to be with la . dhen my grp wasnt dhat bad after all lo . had kayaking , dragon boat , river crossing with grp 6 (daniel`s grp) & 7 . haha . damm fun la . saw the bond all of us had during all these games . after dhat grp 7&8 went to a corner and did cheers . dhen grp 6 wanted to merged with us . but we didnt want at first . but in the end , we merged laa . hahaha . after dhat , dont know how come me & "APPLE" became darlings . =]]]] hahaha . everyone was like ... la . dont know how to say . after dhat have to do field cooking . my darling was damm good horr . haha . whadever i wanted he`ll say pass it to michelle . LALALA . =x dhen got debrief la . my darling kena punished by mdm salwana . *heartbroken* =[ haha . dhen i told mdm salwana my darling damm tired liao . dhey were la laughing LAAA . =x LOLOL . dhen mdm salwana wanted to have those buddy thingy laa . so me and darling were together . =x dhen after dhat we all went to bed . slept with lexine , sarah , janet and anoter malay girl . haha . SO MANY INSECTS !!!!! hahaha . CANNOT SLP MAN . so sarah and me and lexine got up . me and sarah went to get HELP LAAA . dhen saw mrs cessaline and ms angie . and OUR CAMP CHEIF . haha . so he went to help us . in the end ,janet and dhat malay girl woke up . WE`RE SOOOO SORRY HUH . =x haha . dhen went back to slp laa .

17 jan-
woke up . brushed my teeth all dhat dhen went to get ready . had field cooking AGN . LOLOL . had milo ONLY . and my darling was soooo HUNGRY dhat he used he hands and grab come milo powder and ate it . LOLOL . and he said it was NICE . -_-` dhen after dhat went to play raft building . grp 6 , 7 & 8 were very united . =] my grp won laa . hahaha . dhen went off to play general stations . darling helped me across the spider web thingy laa . hahaha . dhen he helped guys to get over . i helped the girls . HEE . =x dhen got the dont know whad thingy laa . LOLOL . i didnt play . hee . dhen it was lunch time . didnt wanna eat . COSH SOME BITCH WAS SO ... LO . but darling fed me CARROT WITH HE`S OWN HAND . -_-" hahaha . dhen went to do cheering agn . dhen daniel & friends ask me to DANCE WITH DARLING DURING CAMPFIRE . didnt wanna do it . but it`s for the fun of it . so i agreed . dhen practice lo . haha . dhen went to bathe all dhat . queue was quite long . haha . after bathing all dhat . went to japanese longhouse . ohya , and we`re suppose to slp there . =x had dinner dhere too la . hahaha . dhen saw some grp performing . dhen after dhat it was our turn . did the thingy . BUT MY PRECIOUS DARLING FORGOT BOUT THE DANCE . hahahha . some of them ask him how come he forgot . he said " oh shit , i forgot bout michelle . " -_- . nvrm . haha . after dhat the other grp performed . quite nice . =] dhen it was time to slp . hahaha . slept beside angeline and sarah . AND SOME OF THE GUYS SNORED !! . COWS [dhat`s whad sarah said] . haha . dhen sms yx dhen i fell aslp .

18 jan -
woke up quite early ? hahaha . had to wait like shit can ? hahaha . dhen me , sarah , lexine and angeline were the last few ones . dhen angeline and lexine went off first . left me and sarah . and i heard my darling was finding me . hahaha . SORRY DARLING !! =x dhen walked out la . was kinda paiseh . whole grp was waiting for us . dhen we hafta clean our tents . walked dhere . darling was beside me . ask him walk faster he dont want . he say he wanna walk beside me . -_- so sweet HUH . =x dhen got a car coming . so asked him to walk infront of me laa . dhen went to clean the tents all dhat laa . dhen went to have our breakfast . it was beehoon . can eat ok liao laa . haha . dhen we went to wash the toilets . he`s walking beside me agn laa . haha . dhen cleaned the toilet . and SOME BITCH PISSED ME , SARAH , JANET AND ANGELINE off . damm fuck lo . after dhat , all of us grp 6 7 & 8 went to a corner . have to say something bout the camp and my darling . cosh darling was like a leader in our grp . =] so darling went first . and he said "finally , i met a cute girlfriend in this camp . and i love her" ahahas . everyone was laughing laaa . so paiseh . dhen one of the trainer asked him "so went and where are you guys gonna get married . he was like "soon and it will be in fullerton hotel . " dhen the trainer say he`ll be a great husband . haha . dhen everyone was like teasing us laaa . dhen my turn to say . and i told him i love him too . and dhey ask me give him a kiss . NO NEED MAN . dhen he made a flower for me . dhen i was plucking it out la . he was like "dont , keep it " hahaha . =x so ya la . dhen the trainers wanted us to dance FOR THE LAST TIME . so paiseh . dhen darling ask me run he chase . i was like DONT WANT LAA . haiyo . haha . dhen he say he hold my hand and dance . dhen i say ok lo . hahaha . so sad huh . hahas . dhen after dhat we went back to the longhouse . prize giving time . MY BAOBEI REG DE GRP WON ! CONGRATS REG ! . =] dhen have to bid farewell . haha . so went to line up in classes . and my DEAREST BOY DONT KNOW IM IN 4/4 . dhen so we went up the bus . was missing him ALOT . hahaha . dhen somehow our bus were side by side . haha . dhen i looked behind . he GOT UP AND WAVE AND GAVE ME A FLYING KISS . SO SWEET . so i did the same too . my classmates were like teasing me laa . THANK GOD mrs lee didnt hear . =] dhen reached school liao . he give me last flying kiss . and he went off with THE BITCH . =[ dhen daniel was like where`s your darling . LOLOL . haha . so overall , I ENJOYED MYSELF . and thanks to regina and sarah for asking me to go . IF NOT I WUD`VE HAVE MISS THE CHANCE OF HAVING A SWEET DARLING HUH . =]] dhen went to kfc to have lunch with regina . haha . dhat`s all for now . BYE PEOPLE .

TO AHJUAN -
JUN DONT THINK BOUT THE PAST . HAVE A FRESH START THIS YEAR . AND FORGET WHAD HAPPEN . COSH NO MATTER WHAD HAPPEN . REG , SARAH & ME WILL ALWAES BE HERE SUPPORTING YOU AND COMFORTING YOU . =] SO DONT WORRY . COSH YOU STILL HAVE US AND YOUR BESTIES . TAKE CARE . WE ALL LOVE YOU LOTS . <3 WAH LIAO . i tell you hor . damm pek chek lo . im in group 8 . regina in grp 10 . dhen sarah in GRP 7 LO . wth ? *sigh* dhen alot of people tell me they`re not going . one of em say he`s the supporter of the people who are not going . LAME !! . =x tmw me and reg gonna find mr kok . ask whether can chg grp or not . IF CANNOT , I CONFIRM 100% WONT GO . dhat`s all for now . BYE PEOPLE !! ytd after school , i went back home and sleep till the next day bout 11am laa . dhen went out with mama to have lunch . heard smth BADD from mama . dont noe whether to cry or to laugh at dhat . =.? i really dont know . dhen headed to ntuc to get stuffs back laa . and now im online talking to ghost . hahahahahas . will update tonight if there`s smth to write lo . dhat`s all . BYEEEEEEEE . today , i went shopping with mama . was supposed to go out with peiting dhey all . but cant la . hahahas . went to bugis , bought a few tops and a silver handbag laaa . dhen a few jackets from dano . after dhat saw a FEW RIVERSIDIAN . jun dont quite like one of em laaa . hahas . dhen walked arounddd lo . dhen saw veron and friends laaaa . but of cosh , dhey didnt see me . =]]] dhen went to PINC , wanted to have my toe nails done . but full . so went to tampines mall to get it done . hahahas . mum got hers done too . HEEEES . =x enjoy shopping with her . COSH I NEED NOT PAY FOR ANYTHING I BUY . =x hahahahas . dhat`s all la . anyway , im SICK . cosh of peiting and eefang . both of em sick still wanna come to school . weird right ? hahahas . dhat`s bout it . SZELING AND ZHIJUN I UPDATE LE HOR . =p

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